need ur help baba

[pgp]

baba,
thanks for getting me married last month.I really dont know if i should thank u. I asked u to show me a person who will b der forever wid me to take care of me and also to get me out of the mental depression i am going through.U made me marry this person.Though i got married ,i am unable to accept him coz i hav someone else in my life.even my husband has no feelings on me.I am unable to forget myy boyfriend and my bf is forcilbly making me forget him which i am not liking.baba y do i always get into these kinds of situations.I could not share all  these things with anybody..everybody thinks dat i am happy.please help me baba..i am very much afraid of loosing my loved ones.Now i dont hav luv of my husband nor my lovers.please get me out of this trauma and make me happy baba

[Ashok]

Stop thinking about your boy friend. That is past and even if he appears in your life tomorrow and your husband disappears, you will still be the same person. Your boyfriend is appearing more attractive because it is him who is asking you to forget. The things which we do not get or do not have control while giving up we desire them even more. Move out of past and dump the memories of your boyfriend into a trash.

Husband and wife's relation is because of past give and take account (by karmic relation) and treat this as a journey which you both have to travel together. It is up to you to sit silently through out the journey or start talking to the other person and have some fun during the journey. Develop a loving relationship with your partner and you will find that your life is more stable and your thoughts are more stable too.