My first youtube video - for you all (dedicated to Baba)

[Ashok]

While Baba left his physical form i was in US on a trip and i was quite upset that i could not visit Puttaparthy after his demise. The next day I went on a earlier planned trip with some colleagues and during the journey, a certain song was played in the car and I could not control myself and started crying when i associated the song with Baba. Later i decided to make a video with the song and with Baba's images. The song is in Hindi and i will try to translate it at some point of time. Hope you like the video. Om Sai Ram.




 We love you Baba.

[V2K]

excellant Ashokji...

very nice and apt meaning

but seeing this video i really felt like seeing him now... but remains just as a dream

[Ashok]

Yes Baba's leaving his physical body has left many a dreams shattered for all of us. I wanted to pursue MBA in puttaparthy so that i could get chance to interact with Baba and see him really close. And there are so many people whom i wanted to bring to Puttaparthy to have Baba's darshan and that included my parents and other relatives and now they can never ever see Baba in his physical form. I consider myself lucky to come into Baba's fold around 7-8 years ago and see him in person on many occasions  (i do not mean interview here). I still remember the days when darshan line would start at 3 or 4 in the morning and even then one needed to be bit lucky to get token number 1. I had got opportunities to sit in the first/second/third rows and see Baba passing by very closely. I can't forget how i felt as if there was a jasmine fragrance all around when he passed by and how all of a sudden i would start sobbing seeing him. Recalling those memories is quite painful now.

[V2K]

i have been in this fold from the year 1990... those days he used to come to chennai. he would come to a place called Abetsburry..but now that place is demolished and a new structure has been constructed.. i used to get his darshan thou not in the first row. ...but still got his darshan ...but i wished to go to parthy once and that remains as a dream...Now whats the use going to parthi when we cant enjoy his physical form... why did he promise to live till 96 years is my question infact not mine ,, its a qustion of many... there are so many justification for his said  words.. but that cant be accepted.....

[Ashok]

Yes Baba's demise has left everyone sad. His prophecy is secondary and probably not so important though we feel sad about it, because if we trust Baba and his every word, then all his actions are beyond questions. I am sad about his physical absence because of my ignorance. But somehow prophecy, miracles etc were some things which i was least interested in. The fact that Baba inspires all of us by the way he lived his life, selflessly, with love and kindness is the biggest miracle.  The changes which he has brought in so many of us towards good is biggest miracle for me.

As a side note, if we read quantum mechanics we will know that time is not absolute, it is relative entity. Those concepts are highly ambiguous, yet many of them are proven in laboratory. How the particles appear and disappear without going through the intermediate space, how a sub-atomic particle can be like a wave also, how entire universe is filled with Higgs boson also called God particle which creates illusion of mass, how time can shrink and space can shorten etc. More you read them, more you know how spirituality and science are arriving at certain identical conclusions. 

As we know more, we also learn that we do not know many more things. So, percentage wise we know lesser and lesser percentage of ourselves and universe as we know more.  Sounds ambiguous, welcome to the world of quantum physics, oops welcome to the world of illusion-maya. 

[Ashok]

Okay, here is the second video. Seems like i am getting hooked to it.  Without Baba's inspiration, i guess would not have even able to attempt it.

[Ashok]

Hope you like it.